ceciliainwonderland

I was here,
Still more than once
It's carved into my mind
I was here,
You were out of reach
Still, somehow scars my memory
Though I'm still here
Though I'm always behind I need to know
Will I do right this time?
Not anyone, seeks a lie.

And I need you, But then what?
And I leave you, But then what?
Once again I stand here corrected
Thinking it's too soon, To have it all
Hard enough to know, What I really want
I start changing with everything around me
I brush it off.

I brush it of, but then what?
Everytime I stand here corrected
Hope it hits you hard, if it hits at all
So you finally know, what you really want
Maybe then, I'll be gone forever